*sigh*

well its another stupid lonely off day which i've spent 3/4 of it already stuck at home. why? cos i only have $0.40 in my pocket, and -$0.57 in the ezlink. and i'm supposed to meet nick later to show him crumpler bags at wheelock place in the evening. *pulls hair* i seem to be developing this habit of being broke and then stuck at home during my off days. not very healthy...

anyway finally watch a X Japan(jrock band) live concert dvd. the dvd was code 2, and previously my old dvd player could onli watch code3 onli. and i have to return nick's stuff today, took the chance to look at my fav song played live. it was pretty much the last song of the whole concert, so i just skipped all the way there. its called Endless Rain. a hard rock/metal ballard. nice piano and guits. might not be anything complex but its very emotional. infact i was wondering ytf everyone was emotional and crying in the band. unti i realised this was their last concert together...

the song was damn emotional man, made me tear even... the soundtrack vers of the song which i'm gonna put up does NOT compare at all to the live vers... but i'll put it up to share anyways...
though i've gotta admit the vocalist's voice sound wasted, lol, otherwise the song rocks...

*starts crooning "endless rain...."*

Endless Rain
by X-japan

I'm walking in the rain
yuku ate mo naku kizutsuita karada nurashi
karamitsuku koori no zawameki
koroshi tsuzukete samayou itsu made mo
Until I can forget your love

nemuri wa mayaku tohou ni kureta
kokoro o shizuka ni tokasu
mai agaru ai o odorasete
furueru karada o kioku no bara ni tsutsumu
I keep my love for you to myself

* Endless rain, fall on my heart kokoro no kizu ni
Let me forget all of the hate, all of the sadness

Days of joy, days of sadness slowly pass me by
As I try to hold you, you are vanishing before me
You're just an illusion
When I'm awaken, my tears have dried in the sand of sleep
I'm a rose blooming in the desert

It's a dream, I'm in love with you
madoromi dakishimete
* repeat
I awake from my dream
I can't find my way without you

The dream is over
koe ni naranai kotoba o kurikaeshite mo
takasugiru hai iro no kabe wasugi satta hi no
omoi o yume ni utsusu
Until I can forget you love
* repeat
Endless rain, let me stay
evermore in your heart
Let my heart take in your tears, take in your memories