more updates (sigh running out of creative titles..)

"after you helped so many... you'll get tired of it... then one's mind tends to want to take a different course of actions after one gets tired of a constant struggle against what seems to be endless and inevitable... Viola... Instant fallen angel... I've realised over the years... not everyone is that deserving of goodwill and cheer-ons"

read that on a fren's blog. hm, i agree on the part where not everyone is deserving of such help, as ppl would just abuse such kind ppl, but that doesnt mean we should willing take the easier path thru evil.. sounds sad, but this is just my opinion, i have no control over my fren, and will not do anything of that sort to change him. could i be the onli one left with my visions of good vs evil, justice and etc?

well i met rach's mum the other time when i picked her up from work and sent her home. it was at the door of her place, lol. said hi and all, how are you, etc, the usual greetings and pleasantries.. all of which i have anticipated and expected and prepared myself for. wat i didnt prepare for was the ang pao. rachel was giving me chocolate leftovers that she trouble finishing(the same ones which she gave me on vday) so when she passed it to me, she told me her mum wants me to tell her 'gong xi fa cai'. for a while i was just simply puzzled. how and why am i supposed to tell her? am i supposed to go in or something? or wait for her at the door? before i knew it she was back with ang pao. i'm like "O.O WTF!?!?!?" now THAT i wasnt prepared for. so i just told her gong xi fa cai, and she gave it to me. i was so embraressed. didnt expect such things to happen. i didnt even have oranges to give her! but i am happy her mum doesnt seem to mind the relationship..

updates

apologises for slow updates, my fans..(i should write a disclaimer, saying something about as long as come to my blog, ur automatically my fan HAHA)

well to long story short, sprained my ankle during one of my thursday evening soccer sessions with my collegues. it was towards the end of the game and i think i was too rough when i was going for the ball. ends up i landed in a very wrong accute angle on my left foot, complete with loud snapping sound. for a while there my mind was screaming "OH FUCK THERE GOES MY LEFT ANKLE RACHEL'S GONNA KILL ME". then the pain came and i was rolling on the floor writhing in severe pain. painful to the point where my left leg was shaking uncontrollably. of coz everything turned out fine, for a while anyway. could still walk, so means it was just a sprain. i thought everything would turn out fine and would be able to go to work the next day but i was wrong. i couldnt walk at all. any movement in my left foot would result in, again, severe sharp pain, pain to the point where i was nearly tearing. bleh. went to the doc, was given 3 day mc(woohoo!) now ankle's a bit better i guess, slight pain here and there, cant run much and doc told me no sports for 2 weeks. well no worries i guess.

oh! and i finally got my ns enlistment notification! my medical would be this coming tuesday and my intake will be in june, but thats all the info they have for me. finally! its my turn hehe. i hope i get pes A, and find a way into SOF(wishful thinking really) oh well. i hope i do well for my medical. *looks at ankle* sigh bad timing. well wish my luck my fans!