What will happen..

well.. i'm sick of chasing skirts, as i've mentioned in my prev post. i didn't explain why i'm stopping being the pro-active one.

if i chase skirts, i'll be killing onli 1 bird with one stone. i won't have time to concentrate on anything else.

but if i just remain single, and wait for prospects and stuff to come, i'll be killing not just 2, but 3 birds with this one stone.

let me explain.

1. i'll be able to focus on my life goals and dreams and other more important priorities like settling debts and spending more time with my parents.
2. back when i was single before i met rachel, i kept getting rejected(yes! me, rejected! amazing huh?) by those i was chasing. but when i finally gave up and finally got used to being single, that's when rachel came into the picture. that might just happen again, i don't know.
3. well, even if no one else comes into the picture.. i'm willing to stay single and hope that saharah will get over her ex soon.. coz i still can't get her out of my head.. i forsee a bright and interesting future together..

yeah.. so that's what i'll be doing. in the meantime i'm gonna concentrate on going out less, spending less money, improving my guitar playing skills, etc...

not sure when the next update will be tho. and i will change music the next time round, i promise..

Yet once again, another turn of events!

don't really have much time or mood to update, so all i wanna say is, this has been the shortest relationship ever.

4days.

apparently saharah has yet to get over her ex.. and she only realised it as we were holding hands and when i'm holding her waist.. she keeps thinking it's her ex instead of me..

so yeah.. i'm single again. sigh

whatever la. i can't be bothered anymore. waste my energy chasing skirts. i'm gonna just move on and wait. feel free to pick me up, coz i'm done doing that.

Another Turn of Events

well i've given up on salvaging rachel if she's not interested at all in getting back with me. she even slept at a fren's place, quoting from that fren, just to spite me..

so you can do whatever you want, i'm not gonna be bothered with u anymore..

in other news..

happy new year folks, and belated merry christmas LOL. and lately i've been going out with a very old fren, who i've not met up with for years.. my ex..

and recently, at least from my side, eons old dormant feelings for her have started to surface yet once again.. if you folks were familiar with my list of gf, she is Saharah, my first serious gf back in sec sch..

and socializing and interacting with her recently has pretty much made me go mad..

so, in a bold move, i asked for a patch on just this past friday.. and hrs after the new year she agreed..
and she agreed in the most unorthrodox fashion.. in the cab back after the new year countdown she was sleeping on my shoulder and along the bumpy way, our hands found each other. at first i suspected that she was so sleepy that she didn't realize what she was doing.. but later on when she got home and msged me.. she told me that she had answered my qn just now..

haha. i'm not gonna fucking screw this one up. and contrary to whatever everyone would prolly think, there's no fucking way i'll sleep with this one.. she's far too conservative and all.. i mean when i revealed to her that i wasn't a virgin anymore.. she was shell shocked.. man i hope she doesn't find out that i drink now. oh and speaking of which, i doubt i will be drinking anymore haha.

life is starting to get better... ^^


on another note, before the countdown, she treated me to a movie and dinner @ Surf & Turf. of coz there were 2 of her old poly classmates with her, and she had promised to treat them to dinner as well..
dinner was awesome.. i think i'm still full from it, haha

the movie we all saw was Chronicles of Narnia. great movie, tho i wished that the fight scenes were longer. since it was based on a series of novels, i wish they will bring more of their novels to the big screen..

that is all for now i guess. i'm gonna change the song as well.

it's the 3rd bleach anime opening.
high and mighty color - ichirin no hana(you lone flower)

the lyrics are in jap, so i doubt posting it here would be of any use, haha. enjoy..