my mouth is faster than my brain

well, isnt that an enlightenment
i never thought i was someone like that, but apparently i am. and due to my sharp tongue and lack of wit, i have successfully, though not intentionally, hurt and pissed off my gf. its about those using of hacks in multiplayer games and all that jazz. i guess i'm gonna have to accept that there's bound to be these kinda people and i'll leave the justice and right doing to the game administrators. infact it was due to a simple misunderstanding which led me to... 'suan' my gf concerning the use of hacks.

i preached ethics and morality, and tried to impose my beliefs on her. sometimes it sucks to be too gd of a guy and try to live life in black and white even though everything's grey. she's so pissed and hurt that she wanted to break up with me.

on a side note, went johor with family yesterday, even bought 2 sets of necklace with matching earrings. oh how i longed to give her those... now i fear i will never have such a chance anymore.

she wanted to break it up with me last night, telling me to go find a girl who looks at the world in black and white as she has always been grey. she thinks i'm deliberatingly screwing things up so she will break it off with me. why do i have to resort to cloak & dagger and mind games? i'm a straight-in-the-face blunt kinda person. if i really wanted break up, i'd just tell u so...

i'm sorry if i tried to change u. its a habit i've been trying to kick for a long time already, infact i thought after jacq, i have changed. but apparently its still lingering in here somewhere...

i do apologise and i am really sorry to hurt u and piss u off last nite.. pls dun break up because of this... at least allow me to present u the necklaces i've chosen for u.. something i figure that would fit u, and just u, not anyone else..