Saturday, October 09, 2004

gee i dunno where to start... heh

hm, i REALLY dunno where to start.

hm. *tries to remember wat has been happening*

man, i dunno. i've been wanting to update but i've been just too damn busy.
me and my short term memory. well bbq was cancelled anyway. fasting month's coming.
managed to somehow start dating once again.

well, she's someone from #cosplay,galaxynet and she's chinese.
yes yes yes. i noe. i should meet real people or something. and i swore to never chase a chinese(or non-muslims for that matter) to make life simpler.

BUT i did mention, that i will take such situations, case by case.
i never thought i could date any girl from the channel. infact she's one of the last person i thought i'd date lol. not that i think she's unfriendly. but considering how hostile she can be, i dun suppose she'd be attracted, lol.

but somehow we went on a date. which was supposed to be a mini-group outing for some of the cosplay channel ppl i knew. nice to be out hanging and chillin till very late. 1.30am odd. though the vibes she was giving me was creepy. there was another fren with us, and HE was interested in HER. but apparently the body lang and gestures she was giving ME was otherwise.

true enuf when i get back she makes this comment online on #cosplay main.
[02:21:08] Yunalesca: but faiz is a possible bf, must take note of him
[02:21:10] Yunalesca: LOL
[02:21:21] Yunalesca: =X
[02:21:31] MoodyDork: O_O
[02:21:35] MoodyDork: i am?
[02:21:42] Yunalesca: no?

ok. thats the start. we proceed to go out somemore. decide to date even. now? hell man, i MISS her. (oh for those who bugging to noe, her name's rachel)

even today at work, i was assaulted by thoughts of her. so much that i was so busy daydreaming, thinking and missing her, the calls at work were irritating for ruining my roll?
haha!

of coz i had to pick up hp charger from jacq(yes, i had to help her, AGAIN, geez man. and earlier on even, have to help sign up a new hp line under my name coz hers is blacklisted? long story. and i dun even get credits for critical things like this, wat da FUCK man) and rachel was with me. and there everyone goes assuming. and jacq being very kaypoh and interrogative... grrr how embraressing...

and today i had to pass my timesheets to jacq to help collect cheque for me. and there goes another round of interrogation. geez woman. leave me alone! if it werent for the screwy money transactions i'd almost severe ties. gimme a break dammit! wanted to ask rachel to collect the cheque but i dun think she'd be able to. besides having to wake up earlier, she wouldnt noe where my job agency is. the agency roughly noes jacq already. AND SHE OWES ME FAVOURS. so i guess its one way to clear it, lol.

anyway after that went to see rach at heeren. poor girl. was out since 1pm or slightly earlier, and was in town till i met her like close to 10pm. *hugs rach*
went to hang out at the seating space between ngee ann city and wisma atria. nice sweet spot. of coz we already holdin hands, waist and givin pecks on the cheeks, but i guess the trick here is to progress somemore. of coz i manage to finally give her a proper kiss(smooch or watever) on the lips... man it was exquisite! (and no i'm not rating her or anything. dream on wankers)
its been so long since i felt the lips of another... for a while, i nearly forgot how to kiss. but experience pulls thru and BAM she's jelly. well ok, i admit, not just her. my skin was screaming in ecstasy, and my face burned, suspect turned red or something. of coz, we both turn into grinning vegetables. why vegetables? well, i for one, will not be able to converse properly for the next few mins. lol.

soon, before i could even guess it, she was telling me that, she'd love to be in a relationship with me, if i'm interested/willing as well. *alarms ring in head* w00t!? already!? ok, breathe. well i wanted to say yes, but not yet? well told her i have to consider. but she took it wrongly that i might say no and said things like its ok if i didnt want to. of coz not! u've been very kind to date me even, and you are wonderful company!

after many many jokes and kisses, and after a rat or 2 had scurried past the area later, i told her yes to the qn. i mean, i admit. i dun love her, yet. but i like her, a lot. i mean, come on... i'm missing her already! and now she awaits my call even... bleh better not keep her waiting.

anyway tmr evening after work, gonna go party at firdaus's bday party(no not my bro firdaus, but the other one) of coz i'll be inviting rachel along, but i fear for interrogations... oh well, bring it on chums. i'll be ready.

which means now i will need to find and prepare wat to wear tmr, sheesh.
take note of the timei post this ppl, lol, and know that i have to be in office by 8.30am shift tmr. BWAHAHAHA man, this sucks.

PS: sorry but i dun have time to change the music yet. bare with it for a while more fans... just a little more... anyway music's good, no reason to get sick of it or anything, haha.
cheers!